I just had a epiphany, honestly just now.
I am in a great relationship and in love, but I need to develop independence as well. Ryan’s schedule, by no fault of his own, makes me wait for him. That is ok, but I also do it with my friends.
I will do things for myself, like Yoga classes or church, but I need to branch out and find more friends. But not just friends, I need to have my own schedule and use my time to cultivate a different group, more hobbies, and be more active in general.
I am not quite sure how I will do it, I know part of it needs to be singing. But maybe Bar Church (though Ryan should definitely join me there), and maybe join social sports but not with my group, with a group that actually socializes lol.
Just ideas, but hold me to it!